Doesn't really feel like Christmas at all

I'm surfing the net via mobile so I'm not quite sure if the post looks in a proper way when I finish it.

Since I'm trying to get over a TV show which I will never- Wait, that's a lie, I'm not even trying. I just don't want to- I'm getting boring, am I not? Awkward. Sorry. I shall stop talking about Merlin and Colin and think of something real. *deep sigh*

When it comes to writing in English I start making terrible spelling and grammar mistakes. The most random thing about it is that I notice all the mistakes once I post a note and read it. And that pisses me off. Because YES I do worry about that since I never once wanted to look stupid xp Why do I keep on writing in English then? Because I prefer English to Russian in most cases. I love English, I do! What a beautiful language, on all counts. Cause after all, everything sounds better in English. "True story" anyone? Trying to rouse you to excitement in that way is a really dumb thing to do, isn't it? Damn, I'm best at making an ass of myself! SWAG

So, today's the 29th of December (well to be honest it's the 30th already) and I'm only just dressed my New Year's tree. I'M DOING IT RIGHT! Seriously, it's New Year's eve and I don't feel like celebrating and everything. "True story" anyone? [2]

Sorry, I'm getting drowsy so I better go. It's 02:25 here in Ukraine. Night all xx

So I heard you like Merlin

Merlin is over. No more episodes until September ;___; I can't talk about it, I'm becoming so depressed and withdrawn I can't even. The series were adorable, I enjoyed wacthing them so much.

I'm going to make this post entirely devoted to series 4 and mainly the final episode. Sorry, I know it doesn't make any sense and you might be sick of it but I just need to. Ok so there are numerous pics on tumblr. I'm not claiming them as my own, but I'm really liking them so I'm just about to post some of them and-. Just.. Sorry about that!

In a land of myth, and a time of magic...

Tomorrow's the final Merlin episode. Sorry, I don't buy that! How can it be? I have no idea how to survive another year without Merlin. This beautiful TV show is a freaking part of my life. Well, on the other hand, the things could've been much worse. Like, no series 5. Just so you know, series 4 are being awesome. Best series ever. And Colin. I love him! Fuck my life, I'm just a no one. How can I love the man that I haven't ever seen, and the man who doesn't even know I exist? Is there any God in Heaven? Hey, over here, yeah - this is no fun, someone, stop ruining my life!

But anyways. The final episode. I've read a shit ton of spoilers and teasers and what not, I just cannot wait anymore. But I don't want this awesome season to end. I don't know what I want. What on Earth is wrong with me?

In a land of myth, and a time of magic, the destiny of a great kingdom rests on the shoulders of a young man. His name... Merlin. Merlin. Merlin. Merlin.

Uh, if I only knew what a simple show would do to me. But it's too late now. I'm not just addicted. This show brings a tiny light into my dark and miserable life. I would never want it to end. Just no.

I'm pretty sure I'll be crying my eyes out during the episode. And I'm pretty sure I'll fucking die there once it ends. Cause, yeah, I have to admit it. But I just can't. Do me a pleasure, fucking kill me before I behold its ending.

Make a deep breath

Let's start from the beginning. I've moved all the posts to the drafts, I haven't removed them though in order to keep them all the way they are.

As you can see, I've also changed the blog title and edited the description (a line lower).

I hope you enjoy this new layout, I personally think it's pretty, mainly because it's done in a quite simple way.

OK I'm not about to be bothering you anymore. See ya :]