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I'm downloading 'The Vampire Diaries 3x16' right now cause that shit I downloaded yesterday wasn't even The Vampire Diaries. Whoever did this, they can go to hell. Whatever. I just have some odd time while I'm waiting for the episode to download so I decided to post something on here.

I've been to the cinema, watched the sequel to The Ghost Rider. I didn't like any part of it so I don't even want to talk about it. It was so. much. worse. than the first movie. One big mistake. Hopefully they will stop now. I was looking forward to this sequel for so long and now I've got to admit that it was all for nothing. I won't remember which was the last great movie I've seen at the cinema.

Good news, I'm not having my classes of Ukrainian this Tuesday. Yay! This is actually great news. Brilliant! God I'm so happy, that would be three weeks I don't have those shitty classes!

We're having our last photoshoot this Monday. Jesus Christ, finally. I don't want them to take photos of me. You think you look bad in pictures? You tell me about it! I always look my worst in pictures and it pretty much sucks. Even a professional photographer with a camera can't take a good picture of me. Evil at its purest.

Anyway. I'm talking too much about nothing. Gotta go now. See you x

One does not simply recover

I'm back! Lots of things happened to me these days. To start with, I fell ill. Again. I wonder if I can ever stay well for some time. It's not really an interesting story to tell, well the thing is, after having the stomach flu I had to stick to the strict diet but I didn't, so, on Wednesday, I puked all night long (it was horrible, actually, I couldn't get any kind of sleep till the very morning) and on Thursday I was brought to a hospital and put on a drip and I took a blood test and all the rest, and it turned out that I've got Hepatisis (the liver inflammation). Good times. Whatever. I'm feeling much better now, though I'm still kinda indisposed.

Oh, and, I finished reading "The Catcher in the Rye" (it took me two days or something). I reckon I have to find it in English after all. I'm stuck at "Master of the Game" now, but I'm liking it :3

I was going to write a bigger post today, but I just got tired, so I'd better go watch new TVD episode instead x

Because meaningful posts are too mainstream

I hate it the most when people are taking me for a fool and starting to explain to me things I understand myself. Seriously, I hate it when people take me as a dumbfuck. I know it sounds weird, or more like obvious, but I find it hard to explain what I mean. I always find it hard to explain obvious things so they don't look obvious. If you know what I mean. But of course you don't, nobody ever knows what I mean and, sometimes, so do I.

That was the most shitty paragraph I've ever written here. God, this is going to be the most meaningless post of all. I'm using "the most" too often today. I've actually been doing my homeworks when le wild internet access appeared.

Oh, and, I just remembered, I've got some books I've always been planning to read so I'll just write them down here so I don't forget:

• "Perfume: The Story of a Murderer" by Patrick Süskind
• "Pride and Prejudice" by Jane Austen
• "The Thorn Birds" by Colleen McCullough
• "Veronika Decides to Die" by Paulo Coelho (that would be my 3rd try)
• "Alchemist" by Paulo Coelho

That's probably all I remember by now. Why have I suddenly started speaking of books so often? Anyways, I've got to do my maths homework. And then finish my test of Ukrainian. Ugh. No more time for blabbing, see ya. x

Haste actions never result in good

I think I should make some changes to my "to read" list. Well, at first, I'm cancelling reading "The Metamorphosis", or at least putting it off until later. It's actually bigger than it seems, at least it's too big to read it on the website (seriously, I find it quite hard to read smth online when there's so much stuff (e.g. twitter) around). I thought I could read it through in a single hour, but that was so wrong and reckless, cause, tell you how it looked like? I spent about half an hour reading it, and I only read a third part or even a quarter, and I was already pretty much fucked up and tired and all, and then it dawned on me that, whoa, hang on, I guess I can't handle it like this. So, yeah.

On the other side, things about "The Catcher in the Rye" suddenly got faster. THE MOST OF UNFORTUNATE things is that when I got to the store I hadn't found it in English, so I'd had to buy it in Russian, and it quite sucks. No, I'm not like "ew reading in Russian sucks", of course not. I just. When I started reading it (yeah, I actually already started reading it, that's why I said that things suddenly got faster lol), I was sooo disappointed about the lexis. No, I mean, it's all fine, but it sounds soooo American. This is just not fair. I just, I wish I could read it in English, I think it would be much more, uh, appropriate.

There. I don't even know what else to write about. Just watched Supernatural 3x15. God, yes. I'm starting to like this season. Finally. I was afraid I wouldn't like a single episode. Who would've thought? I only need some few characters from the previous series so the plot looks more expedient. All I've left now is to wait for Cas to appear. Two eposides till that. Patience.

Ok, my TVD ep is downloaded, I'm leaving now. x

The leaves of memory make a mournful rustle in the dark

This post will be devoted to books I'm going to read, so firstly I'd like to start with my small "to-read" list. I've never made these lists so don't think it consists of a shit ton of books. Nope, there are only four of them:

• Franz Kafka "The Metamorphosis" [started]
• Oscar Wilde "The Picture of Dorian Gray"
• Sidney Sheldon "Master of the Game" [started]
• Jerome Salinger "The Catcher in the Rye"

That's it. I only read what I want, I never do it to reach a particular number of books read just so I look clever. Just saying. Ok, now talking more about each of them separately:

"The Metamorphosis" is a small novel by F.Kafka which I reckon I can cope with in a simple hour. We had been asked to read it for school awhile ago, yeah it's actually from the curriculum. I never read books from the curriculum, but this particular thing has got me interested. So I finally found some time to read it. Well I'm going to read it just now actually, when this post is finished. Yeah.

The next one's "The Picture of Dorian Gray". I don't think it's necessary to describe it. This book's from our school program either but I've always wanted to read it anyways and I'm planning this about a year already. Just can't make myself start it, but I will.

"Master of the Game" by Sidney Sheldon. I've already read his book called "Are you afraid of the dark?" but I wouldn't say I loved it very much and that makes me procrastinate reading the next one, but ok I've got to admit it, this book has already been bought so I've got no choice. Becides, I heard it's one of the best and most well-known of his books.

And finally, "The Catcher in the Rye". I've been advised to read this book for billion times but I still hold haha. I'm just too lazy and, all of sudden, greed to buy it in the store. I've always prefered reading real books, being all fragrant and, and just real, but now I think of reading e-books too (small note: as soon as I've got a device for that), cause it's much more practical and would save me a lot of time.

Anyway. I was about to say a word about my favourite books and quotes from them, but I'm just too tired now. See you x

Not such a big deal, but still bugs the shit out of me

New perfume! I've got new perfume! I've been dreaming of it since last month or two. It's called Eau de Fleur de Soie Silk by Kenzo.

I'd like to make a list of several traits of myself. I've always thought of such a thing, it might be enjoying but I'm not sure if anyone finds it interesting, so I'll better put it off until later.

Have you got any habits? I've got a fucking irresistible urge to pick the skin around my fingernails. I've been doing this for as long as I remember, and I've always thought I was the only one, but it turns that I'm not, and there's even a disorder called Dermatillomania, which seem to be a form of self-harm driven by stress. Well, it's not that bad in my case cause I stop doing this once my fingers start bleeding, but still, it's ugly and I can't help it. But that's not a big deal, cause I've also got a really bad habit of biting/chewing my lips and it's a goddamn disaster, it's even uglier than picking the skin. My lips are always red, all covered with terrible wounds. They do bleed but I feel like I can never stop. If picking at the skin is not that pernicious then this habit has definitely become a disaster. And don't even get me started about how dumb I look when doing that.

Sometimes I feel like writing these posts in Russian, but I know I'm going to regret soon enough, so. But I have to consider an idea of writing in Russian too, cause Russian happens to be a beautiful language on occasions.

Whatevs. I really gotta go now, bye then!

Back after awhile

I'm so sorry, I've been ill for the entire last week so I really needed to stay in bed for some time and I didn't feel like surfing the net at all. I had the stomach flu or something, but I'm OK now. I'll be staying home for the further week though, dunno why, but... like I give a fuck, right?

Suddenly, I found some ugly pics taken last summer on my photo camera. I'm not claiming myself as a photographer (especially considering shit I posted here (and everywhere, actually) last year) and I never did, I just don't want to post it anywhere and get no likes and furthermore, some shitty critics which is quite the last thing I need, so I'm sharing it here with you, typically, where no one can see it. There.

Couldn't make up a title

Hello February. I've got 3 days off school because of cold. It's -20...-25 °C. There's a chance that it will be this cold next week so there might be another 3 days off. I've got great hopes.

But it's Thursday already and I had no chance to feel my off-time. On Tuesday I had to prepare for my classes of Ukrainian, yesterday I went to the doctor (it took me frigging half a day) and today I've got to write a shit ton of text for my history classes. And tomorrow I've got to start doing my homeworks cuz there's a fuckload of them. Come on now, this is no fair. When I said "I want my vacations" I fucking meant it.

There's something wrong with Blogger. By the way, I changed the layout. It's a little ugly I know, I'm just starting to get over Blogger layouts (it does happen to me sometimes) so I only liked this simple shit.

I started watching Doctor Who (January, 26 - to fucking prove myself cuz it's kinda my wont to forget these things) a week ago. I've seen a couple of episodes already (I imagine it was about a year ago) but still, January, 26 2012 is the official date. I didn't really like it at first but I changed my mind soon enough, cuz really - the only thing about it was getting used to it. It's a little different and graphics are primitive but you get used to it after all. The great plot and brilliant actors are the only things you notice and the only things that actually matter. I know I look like a fucking retard cuz I'm watching it just now, in 2012 while this show is being released since 2006. I'm usually not like this, and I could've started watching it much earlier :c. Yesterday, I just finished watching series 2.

There might be some mistakes I didn't notice (and I bet there are) cuz I'm too tired lazy to read this post (I'm only typing with my right hand now). And sorry, I believe I've got to start preparing for history now (though I have no idea how I'm meant to start) so that's all for today. Off you go then. See ya x