February 15, 2012

Not such a big deal, but still bugs the shit out of me

New perfume! I've got new perfume! I've been dreaming of it since last month or two. It's called Eau de Fleur de Soie Silk by Kenzo.
I'd like to make a list of several traits of myself. I've always thought of such a thing, it might be enjoying but I'm not sure if anyone finds it interesting, so I'll better put it off until later.
Have you got any habits? I've got a fucking irresistible urge to pick the skin around my fingernails. I've been doing this for as long as I remember, and I've always thought I was the only one, but it turns that I'm not, and there's even a disorder called Dermatillomania, which seem to be a form of self-harm driven by stress. Well, it's not that bad in my case cause I stop doing this once my fingers start bleeding, but still, it's ugly and I can't help it. But that's not a big deal, cause I've also got a really bad habit of biting/chewing my lips and it's a goddamn disaster, it's even uglier than picking the skin. My lips are always red, all covered with terrible wounds. They do bleed but I feel like I can never stop. If picking at the skin is not that pernicious then this habit has definitely become a disaster. And don't even get me started about how dumb I look when doing that.
Sometimes I feel like writing these posts in Russian, but I know I'm going to regret soon enough, so. But I have to consider an idea of writing in Russian too, cause Russian happens to be a beautiful language on occasions.
Whatevs. I really gotta go now, bye then!

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must-have said...

у меня те же самые привычки х___х

mr mystery said...

что это - синдром унылого интернет-задрота? мне сначала казалось, что я этой херней занимаюсь когда нервничаю, но нет же - круглосуточно. даже окружающие стали обращать внимание, что вообще грустно.

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