There's a bad moon on the rise

Finally, spring has come to us. Nights are getting shorter, days are getting longer. Half past six and it's still pretty bright outside, it's a little unusual yet I'm glad. But all of sudden, le wild snow appeared on 27 March. Bloody fucking snowfall, it came out of the blue. I got pissed, cause all the time I've been so happy that winter was gone and everything, and then this. The weather was shitty for a couple of days, and in spite that I was home all the time I could feel that the temperature lowered. It's still only 10 degrees, you know, still shitty cold, rather than not warm enough. And the friggin' snowfall on 27 March, how do you imagine that?

So, the holidays are almost over. It was rather two weeks to me, cause I fell ill last week and I haven't been at school since last Tuesday, but for everyone it's been a week (I stood out of everyone, as usual). It's shitty that they only last a week though, but anyway, they're my very last holidays at school, and it makes me double happy. Jesus Christ, just a month. One month left till I graduate from school, which makes me triple happy. Anyway. I'm talking about my bloody forthcoming last bell for the fifth time or something, better stop now. 

Haven't been posting for a while. I'd really like to post every day, if I had anything to talk about. But I don't stand any chance. This is unfortunate how miserable and uninteresting my life is. Anyways. "That's cool, bro", right? I mean, who cares.

A couple of days ago I found a really interesting Youtube video, I think you would be interested (you, I mean, whoever reads this. just a single person. anyone? no? I- well, OK then). Here's the link http://youtube.com/watch?v=eWLWOSgYlG8 I thought my voice sounded actually a billion times worse, and it turns out that it's not all bad. Doesn't really matter anyways. Shitty post. Better stop it now.

► Creedence Clearwater Revival - Bad Moon Rising ♫

Spending my leasure watching movies

I didn't go to school today. And all of sudden, I feel like I'm getting ill. No, these incidents are not connected. I'm feeling sick since yesterday evening, when I already knew I would stay home. I've got a sore throat and a runny nose and I'm sneezing a lot.

Anyway. I've just watched an amazing movie called "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button". I loved it. Well, to each his own, but I personally loved it. It was really long, and a couple of times I caught myself thinking that it was a little drawn-out. But I still loved it, yeah I think it was beautiful. Speaking of drawn-out movies, yesterday, I watched "Donnie Darko". It lasted about 2 hours and it was a little boring. I would estimate it for, like, 6 points out of 10. To be honest, I wasn't much impressed. The idea was interesting, but the movie was a little diffuse, and really mind-blowing, weird, drawn-out... So I can't decide whether I liked or disliked it more.

Now, I'm waiting for the "Parked" to download. Starring... Colin Morgan! Yeah. I've been waiting for this moment for ages, it's just, I simply couldn't make myself sit down and watch it. Or maybe, I just didn't want to deprive myself of this pleasure, waiting for the right timing. And today, I'm being so bored and finally, I feel like watching it. I dunno why I'm so bored and why I actually feel like watching movies for the last 24 hours. OK, five minutes till my departure. I'm so encouraged, can't wait to watch it! And I feel like I'm gunna like it. Well, OK, I know I'm gunna like it anyways because Colin's in the cast team.

And I dunno whether I'm going to school tomorrow, but if I'm not I bet you'll hear from me. See ya x

Just some breathtaking things

Jesus, those mistakes. I hate it when I write with mistakes. God, why. I was right when I said I shouldn't reread what I write. It's better for me not to know whether I use wrong tenses or fail with grammar. Hopefully, it doesn't happen all the time. It doesn't, right?

Finally, I've got enough time to write as much as I want. Yesterday, I finished reading "The Picture of Dorian Gray". And before that I had been reading Sidney Sheldon's "Master of The Game". I really loved both of the books, each of them in their own way.

I loved everything about Oscar Wilde's novel. It's much more tragic and exciting and wise than the movie. The only thing I would say I didn't like about it is that the author chose Dorian to be a blond blue-eyed boy. I hate the blond guys, and the more I tried to picture his look with all the beauty and fascination in my mind, the more I realised I wouldn't even imagine a blond guy being handsome. So I just gave up trying and from that moment I only pictured Ben Barnes in my head when I thought of Dorian. Speaking of Ben Barnes. He's such a beauty! Sorry, I know I'm-. Why say "sorry"? Who am I always apologizing to? Nobody reads this, besides, it's my blog, after all. Anyway. So. I know I'm deviating from the subject, but I have to say. A few years ago I didn't like a thing about him. I thought he was too pretty, and that it made no good for him. But now, jeez, I think he's one of the most handsome men (but Colin is still more handsome, of course). I'm not saying I adore everything about him now, I just appreciate his talent and beauty. And I think he's a good person, not a vain one. OK, not sure what was that for. Back to the topic. What was I saying? Um, right, The Picture of Dorian Gray. I think I've just exhausted the subject, I don't know what to add. Oh, by the way, I've added a lot of new quotes from this book. Check out the page of my favourite quotations.

And now, about Sidney Sheldon's "Master of The Game". It was so good and exciting and sad. God, it was so sad. Before, I've never read a book that would tell about a generation of a whole family. There was always just a main character and his adventure. And this book. I've never read anything like this. It is so sad to watch your favourite character dying. I mean, of course it's sad. I always say obvious things. Uh. I mean, I became attached to the main character such easily. And then I watched him changing. He grew up, became rich, and it made him colder and even a little inhuman. And then there was an accident. He became a helpless disable and soon he died. You know. All those feeling I experienced while reading, all those unbelievable adventures. And then he just died. After that, his daughter became a main character. Or maybe she was the true main character during the whole story and I'm just too sentimental and Jamie actually never was the main character, and it was some kind of a prologue... A big breathtaking prologue. I dunno. I have no idea. His daughter, Kate, she grew up, married, had a son, and it's another sad story (truly sad, and I'd really like to tell you but I won't, cause that would be just mean and unfair of me), and then her son had two daughters-twins. They were the last. But OK, I'm not going to retell you the story. The book is thrilling. For once, I couldn't cope with it and I cried. I never weep when reading books, it just doesn't sound like me. But I cried then. For an instant. It's a really sad book, but its sadness makes it even more flawless.

Whoa. I'm talking so much about "Master of The Game" that it looks like I enjoyed reading it more than "The Picture of Dorian Gray". But that's no true, and both of the books are brilliant.

I'm writing for so long. I know you don't like big posts, but I do. It's amazing when I have something to tell, to share the feelings and experiences. It's a shame that this template won't let anyone see the length of the post until they click the "Read more" button. I have to do something with it, I don't like this feature. I want my posts shown full by default. I'll do it right now, then. And that means, bye x

Administrative

I FUCKING LOVE THIS LAYOUT. Seriously. This is the best blogger template I've ever seen in my entire life. Except that every post is shortened and I can't change that. But I don't give a shit, it's freaking awesome! Besides, I can change the background image without damaging the whole template. Isn't it beautiful? Anyway. Sorry, I don't have enough time to write a big post today, but I'd like to say a word about the updates, cause yeah, there are some. First off, I've created two new pages! I've been doing this shit for the entire evening but it's worth the wasted time. The first page is pretty boring, it's about me and my favourite TV shows, music and everything. You know. And the second one is devoted to my favourite quotes. For sure, I couldn't remember anything good enough, so there are only a few quotes there by now. But I left a note that I'll be updating the page, and I will cause I like this idea. Both of the pages were a simply random desicion, I just needed a navigation for that small window on the left side of the page. But this is the most accurate thing I've ever seen. I'm loving this template so much! And I'm loving my blog so much now. It's lovely, isn't it? Fucking shit, me gotta go. Just now. Sorry. See you x

Rage level: 81

My worst weekend. No fun, and I had no chance to surf the net. The only good thing about it was that it went by slowly. However, considering the fact that I was fucking bored - it was no good thing. I'm so angry, god you're so bloody happy you're not seeing me at this moment. Oh and I've just been told that I have to shut down my laptop in 15 minutes. I'm so fucking angry, god I am.

I'm sorry I haven't been posting for quite long. I was just busy with some other shit, I mean, on my weekdays, and then I tried to upload the new layout. Finally, I did it. It's not working excellent, for example the date has disappeared and well there are some other issues. I'm going to refine it when I find out how to.

My mother has recently celebrated her 42nd birthday. And when I say recently I mean 9 March, which means the day before yesterday. And there were little kids there. It was horrible. Three little kids, all screaming, annoying, making me want to die. That was a bloody nightmare. But I had no choice, I had to survive it cause not coming would be really offensive for my mother. So, yeah. Anyway. I've got to go right now, I have no idea why I'm even writing this post cause it's so meaningless. I finished reading "Master of The Game" and started Oscar Wilde's "Dorian Gray", and this would be a much better topic of discussion if I had enough time, but I'm in a hurry, you know, so see you later x

Shit just got real

It's time to accept it; I'm a loser and there's nothing to do with it. I wanted to post something on here on 29 February but typically, I didn't. It's been a week since my last post here, and it only feels like a couple of days. It's just, when the weekdays come I've got no time for blogging. On the other hand, why should I post smth every day if nothing happens in my life? Seems legit.

Gosh, it's already Friday! This week goes by so fast. It feels like the middle of the week to me. Days suddenly get better. Sometimes I even stop hating on school so hard. I think that's just a temporary weakness, cause that doesn't sound like me. I'm pretty much sure my hatred will be back soon enough, e.g. once some of my dumb classmates start mocking me.

I had my last lesson of history on Wednesday. Unfortunately, all I've left now is studying on my own. Hopefully I'll cope with it, otherwise.. there's no otherwise, actually. It's either I prepare for history exams on my own and pass it or I don't and fail. Sad, but it's true. Fortunately, there's not much left to learn, means this ain't so hard as it seems.

So, we'd had our last photoshoot on Monday and I've already got the pictures by now. I'm gunna post them here cause there's nothing else I'd like to talk about so I'm just about to make this post look bigger.

These are the only ones I like @ the only ones the world beholds.