There's a bad moon on the rise

Finally, spring has come to us. Nights are getting shorter, days are getting longer. Half past six and it's still pretty bright outside, it's a little unusual yet I'm glad. But all of sudden, le wild snow appeared on 27 March. Bloody fucking snowfall, it came out of the blue. I got pissed, cause all the time I've been so happy that winter was gone and everything, and then this. The weather was shitty for a couple of days, and in spite that I was home all the time I could feel that the temperature lowered. It's still only 10 degrees, you know, still shitty cold, rather than not warm enough. And the friggin' snowfall on 27 March, how do you imagine that?

So, the holidays are almost over. It was rather two weeks to me, cause I fell ill last week and I haven't been at school since last Tuesday, but for everyone it's been a week (I stood out of everyone, as usual). It's shitty that they only last a week though, but anyway, they're my very last holidays at school, and it makes me double happy. Jesus Christ, just a month. One month left till I graduate from school, which makes me triple happy. Anyway. I'm talking about my bloody forthcoming last bell for the fifth time or something, better stop now. 

Haven't been posting for a while. I'd really like to post every day, if I had anything to talk about. But I don't stand any chance. This is unfortunate how miserable and uninteresting my life is. Anyways. "That's cool, bro", right? I mean, who cares.

A couple of days ago I found a really interesting Youtube video, I think you would be interested (you, I mean, whoever reads this. just a single person. anyone? no? I- well, OK then). Here's the link http://youtube.com/watch?v=eWLWOSgYlG8 I thought my voice sounded actually a billion times worse, and it turns out that it's not all bad. Doesn't really matter anyways. Shitty post. Better stop it now.

► Creedence Clearwater Revival - Bad Moon Rising ♫

Spending my leasure watching movies

I didn't go to school today. And all of sudden, I feel like I'm getting ill. No, these incidents are not connected. I'm feeling sick since yesterday evening, when I already knew I would stay home. I've got a sore throat and a runny nose and I'm sneezing a lot.

Anyway. I've just watched an amazing movie called "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button". I loved it. Well, to each his own, but I personally loved it. It was really long, and a couple of times I caught myself thinking that it was a little drawn-out. But I still loved it, yeah I think it was beautiful. Speaking of drawn-out movies, yesterday, I watched "Donnie Darko". It lasted about 2 hours and it was a little boring. I would estimate it for, like, 6 points out of 10. To be honest, I wasn't much impressed. The idea was interesting, but the movie was a little diffuse, and really mind-blowing, weird, drawn-out... So I can't decide whether I liked or disliked it more.

Now, I'm waiting for the "Parked" to download. Starring... Colin Morgan! Yeah. I've been waiting for this moment for ages, it's just, I simply couldn't make myself sit down and watch it. Or maybe, I just didn't want to deprive myself of this pleasure, waiting for the right timing. And today, I'm being so bored and finally, I feel like watching it. I dunno why I'm so bored and why I actually feel like watching movies for the last 24 hours. OK, five minutes till my departure. I'm so encouraged, can't wait to watch it! And I feel like I'm gunna like it. Well, OK, I know I'm gunna like it anyways because Colin's in the cast team.

And I dunno whether I'm going to school tomorrow, but if I'm not I bet you'll hear from me. See ya x

Just some breathtaking things

Jesus, those mistakes. I hate it when I write with mistakes. God, why. I was right when I said I shouldn't reread what I write. It's better for me not to know whether I use wrong tenses or fail with grammar. Hopefully, it doesn't happen all the time. It doesn't, right?

Finally, I've got enough time to write as much as I want. Yesterday, I finished reading "The Picture of Dorian Gray". And before that I had been reading Sidney Sheldon's "Master of The Game". I really loved both of the books, each of them in their own way.

I loved everything about Oscar Wilde's novel. It's much more tragic and exciting and wise than the movie. The only thing I would say I didn't like about it is that the author chose Dorian to be a blond blue-eyed boy. I hate the blond guys, and the more I tried to picture his look with all the beauty and fascination in my mind, the more I realised I wouldn't even imagine a blond guy being handsome. So I just gave up trying and from that moment I only pictured Ben Barnes in my head when I thought of Dorian. Speaking of Ben Barnes. He's such a beauty! Sorry, I know I'm-. Why say "sorry"? Who am I always apologizing to? Nobody reads this, besides, it's my blog, after all. Anyway. So. I know I'm deviating from the subject, but I have to say. A few years ago I didn't like a thing about him. I thought he was too pretty, and that it made no good for him. But now, jeez, I think he's one of the most handsome men (but Colin is still more handsome, of course). I'm not saying I adore everything about him now, I just appreciate his talent and beauty. And I think he's a good person, not a vain one. OK, not sure what was that for. Back to the topic. What was I saying? Um, right, The Picture of Dorian Gray. I think I've just exhausted the subject, I don't know what to add. Oh, by the way, I've added a lot of new quotes from this book. Check out the page of my favourite quotations.

And now, about Sidney Sheldon's "Master of The Game". It was so good and exciting and sad. God, it was so sad. Before, I've never read a book that would tell about a generation of a whole family. There was always just a main character and his adventure. And this book. I've never read anything like this. It is so sad to watch your favourite character dying. I mean, of course it's sad. I always say obvious things. Uh. I mean, I became attached to the main character such easily. And then I watched him changing. He grew up, became rich, and it made him colder and even a little inhuman. And then there was an accident. He became a helpless disable and soon he died. You know. All those feeling I experienced while reading, all those unbelievable adventures. And then he just died. After that, his daughter became a main character. Or maybe she was the true main character during the whole story and I'm just too sentimental and Jamie actually never was the main character, and it was some kind of a prologue... A big breathtaking prologue. I dunno. I have no idea. His daughter, Kate, she grew up, married, had a son, and it's another sad story (truly sad, and I'd really like to tell you but I won't, cause that would be just mean and unfair of me), and then her son had two daughters-twins. They were the last. But OK, I'm not going to retell you the story. The book is thrilling. For once, I couldn't cope with it and I cried. I never weep when reading books, it just doesn't sound like me. But I cried then. For an instant. It's a really sad book, but its sadness makes it even more flawless.

Whoa. I'm talking so much about "Master of The Game" that it looks like I enjoyed reading it more than "The Picture of Dorian Gray". But that's no true, and both of the books are brilliant.

I'm writing for so long. I know you don't like big posts, but I do. It's amazing when I have something to tell, to share the feelings and experiences. It's a shame that this template won't let anyone see the length of the post until they click the "Read more" button. I have to do something with it, I don't like this feature. I want my posts shown full by default. I'll do it right now, then. And that means, bye x

Administrative

I FUCKING LOVE THIS LAYOUT. Seriously. This is the best blogger template I've ever seen in my entire life. Except that every post is shortened and I can't change that. But I don't give a shit, it's freaking awesome! Besides, I can change the background image without damaging the whole template. Isn't it beautiful? Anyway. Sorry, I don't have enough time to write a big post today, but I'd like to say a word about the updates, cause yeah, there are some. First off, I've created two new pages! I've been doing this shit for the entire evening but it's worth the wasted time. The first page is pretty boring, it's about me and my favourite TV shows, music and everything. You know. And the second one is devoted to my favourite quotes. For sure, I couldn't remember anything good enough, so there are only a few quotes there by now. But I left a note that I'll be updating the page, and I will cause I like this idea. Both of the pages were a simply random desicion, I just needed a navigation for that small window on the left side of the page. But this is the most accurate thing I've ever seen. I'm loving this template so much! And I'm loving my blog so much now. It's lovely, isn't it? Fucking shit, me gotta go. Just now. Sorry. See you x

Rage level: 81

My worst weekend. No fun, and I had no chance to surf the net. The only good thing about it was that it went by slowly. However, considering the fact that I was fucking bored - it was no good thing. I'm so angry, god you're so bloody happy you're not seeing me at this moment. Oh and I've just been told that I have to shut down my laptop in 15 minutes. I'm so fucking angry, god I am.

I'm sorry I haven't been posting for quite long. I was just busy with some other shit, I mean, on my weekdays, and then I tried to upload the new layout. Finally, I did it. It's not working excellent, for example the date has disappeared and well there are some other issues. I'm going to refine it when I find out how to.

My mother has recently celebrated her 42nd birthday. And when I say recently I mean 9 March, which means the day before yesterday. And there were little kids there. It was horrible. Three little kids, all screaming, annoying, making me want to die. That was a bloody nightmare. But I had no choice, I had to survive it cause not coming would be really offensive for my mother. So, yeah. Anyway. I've got to go right now, I have no idea why I'm even writing this post cause it's so meaningless. I finished reading "Master of The Game" and started Oscar Wilde's "Dorian Gray", and this would be a much better topic of discussion if I had enough time, but I'm in a hurry, you know, so see you later x

Shit just got real

It's time to accept it; I'm a loser and there's nothing to do with it. I wanted to post something on here on 29 February but typically, I didn't. It's been a week since my last post here, and it only feels like a couple of days. It's just, when the weekdays come I've got no time for blogging. On the other hand, why should I post smth every day if nothing happens in my life? Seems legit.

Gosh, it's already Friday! This week goes by so fast. It feels like the middle of the week to me. Days suddenly get better. Sometimes I even stop hating on school so hard. I think that's just a temporary weakness, cause that doesn't sound like me. I'm pretty much sure my hatred will be back soon enough, e.g. once some of my dumb classmates start mocking me.

I had my last lesson of history on Wednesday. Unfortunately, all I've left now is studying on my own. Hopefully I'll cope with it, otherwise.. there's no otherwise, actually. It's either I prepare for history exams on my own and pass it or I don't and fail. Sad, but it's true. Fortunately, there's not much left to learn, means this ain't so hard as it seems.

So, we'd had our last photoshoot on Monday and I've already got the pictures by now. I'm gunna post them here cause there's nothing else I'd like to talk about so I'm just about to make this post look bigger.

These are the only ones I like @ the only ones the world beholds.

Change ALL the titles

I'm downloading 'The Vampire Diaries 3x16' right now cause that shit I downloaded yesterday wasn't even The Vampire Diaries. Whoever did this, they can go to hell. Whatever. I just have some odd time while I'm waiting for the episode to download so I decided to post something on here.

I've been to the cinema, watched the sequel to The Ghost Rider. I didn't like any part of it so I don't even want to talk about it. It was so. much. worse. than the first movie. One big mistake. Hopefully they will stop now. I was looking forward to this sequel for so long and now I've got to admit that it was all for nothing. I won't remember which was the last great movie I've seen at the cinema.

Good news, I'm not having my classes of Ukrainian this Tuesday. Yay! This is actually great news. Brilliant! God I'm so happy, that would be three weeks I don't have those shitty classes!

We're having our last photoshoot this Monday. Jesus Christ, finally. I don't want them to take photos of me. You think you look bad in pictures? You tell me about it! I always look my worst in pictures and it pretty much sucks. Even a professional photographer with a camera can't take a good picture of me. Evil at its purest.

Anyway. I'm talking too much about nothing. Gotta go now. See you x

One does not simply recover

I'm back! Lots of things happened to me these days. To start with, I fell ill. Again. I wonder if I can ever stay well for some time. It's not really an interesting story to tell, well the thing is, after having the stomach flu I had to stick to the strict diet but I didn't, so, on Wednesday, I puked all night long (it was horrible, actually, I couldn't get any kind of sleep till the very morning) and on Thursday I was brought to a hospital and put on a drip and I took a blood test and all the rest, and it turned out that I've got Hepatisis (the liver inflammation). Good times. Whatever. I'm feeling much better now, though I'm still kinda indisposed.

Oh, and, I finished reading "The Catcher in the Rye" (it took me two days or something). I reckon I have to find it in English after all. I'm stuck at "Master of the Game" now, but I'm liking it :3

I was going to write a bigger post today, but I just got tired, so I'd better go watch new TVD episode instead x

Because meaningful posts are too mainstream

I hate it the most when people are taking me for a fool and starting to explain to me things I understand myself. Seriously, I hate it when people take me as a dumbfuck. I know it sounds weird, or more like obvious, but I find it hard to explain what I mean. I always find it hard to explain obvious things so they don't look obvious. If you know what I mean. But of course you don't, nobody ever knows what I mean and, sometimes, so do I.

That was the most shitty paragraph I've ever written here. God, this is going to be the most meaningless post of all. I'm using "the most" too often today. I've actually been doing my homeworks when le wild internet access appeared.

Oh, and, I just remembered, I've got some books I've always been planning to read so I'll just write them down here so I don't forget:

• "Perfume: The Story of a Murderer" by Patrick Süskind
• "Pride and Prejudice" by Jane Austen
• "The Thorn Birds" by Colleen McCullough
• "Veronika Decides to Die" by Paulo Coelho (that would be my 3rd try)
• "Alchemist" by Paulo Coelho

That's probably all I remember by now. Why have I suddenly started speaking of books so often? Anyways, I've got to do my maths homework. And then finish my test of Ukrainian. Ugh. No more time for blabbing, see ya. x

Haste actions never result in good

I think I should make some changes to my "to read" list. Well, at first, I'm cancelling reading "The Metamorphosis", or at least putting it off until later. It's actually bigger than it seems, at least it's too big to read it on the website (seriously, I find it quite hard to read smth online when there's so much stuff (e.g. twitter) around). I thought I could read it through in a single hour, but that was so wrong and reckless, cause, tell you how it looked like? I spent about half an hour reading it, and I only read a third part or even a quarter, and I was already pretty much fucked up and tired and all, and then it dawned on me that, whoa, hang on, I guess I can't handle it like this. So, yeah.

On the other side, things about "The Catcher in the Rye" suddenly got faster. THE MOST OF UNFORTUNATE things is that when I got to the store I hadn't found it in English, so I'd had to buy it in Russian, and it quite sucks. No, I'm not like "ew reading in Russian sucks", of course not. I just. When I started reading it (yeah, I actually already started reading it, that's why I said that things suddenly got faster lol), I was sooo disappointed about the lexis. No, I mean, it's all fine, but it sounds soooo American. This is just not fair. I just, I wish I could read it in English, I think it would be much more, uh, appropriate.

There. I don't even know what else to write about. Just watched Supernatural 3x15. God, yes. I'm starting to like this season. Finally. I was afraid I wouldn't like a single episode. Who would've thought? I only need some few characters from the previous series so the plot looks more expedient. All I've left now is to wait for Cas to appear. Two eposides till that. Patience.

Ok, my TVD ep is downloaded, I'm leaving now. x

The leaves of memory make a mournful rustle in the dark

This post will be devoted to books I'm going to read, so firstly I'd like to start with my small "to-read" list. I've never made these lists so don't think it consists of a shit ton of books. Nope, there are only four of them:

• Franz Kafka "The Metamorphosis" [started]
• Oscar Wilde "The Picture of Dorian Gray"
• Sidney Sheldon "Master of the Game" [started]
• Jerome Salinger "The Catcher in the Rye"

That's it. I only read what I want, I never do it to reach a particular number of books read just so I look clever. Just saying. Ok, now talking more about each of them separately:

"The Metamorphosis" is a small novel by F.Kafka which I reckon I can cope with in a simple hour. We had been asked to read it for school awhile ago, yeah it's actually from the curriculum. I never read books from the curriculum, but this particular thing has got me interested. So I finally found some time to read it. Well I'm going to read it just now actually, when this post is finished. Yeah.

The next one's "The Picture of Dorian Gray". I don't think it's necessary to describe it. This book's from our school program either but I've always wanted to read it anyways and I'm planning this about a year already. Just can't make myself start it, but I will.

"Master of the Game" by Sidney Sheldon. I've already read his book called "Are you afraid of the dark?" but I wouldn't say I loved it very much and that makes me procrastinate reading the next one, but ok I've got to admit it, this book has already been bought so I've got no choice. Becides, I heard it's one of the best and most well-known of his books.

And finally, "The Catcher in the Rye". I've been advised to read this book for billion times but I still hold haha. I'm just too lazy and, all of sudden, greed to buy it in the store. I've always prefered reading real books, being all fragrant and, and just real, but now I think of reading e-books too (small note: as soon as I've got a device for that), cause it's much more practical and would save me a lot of time.

Anyway. I was about to say a word about my favourite books and quotes from them, but I'm just too tired now. See you x

Not such a big deal, but still bugs the shit out of me

New perfume! I've got new perfume! I've been dreaming of it since last month or two. It's called Eau de Fleur de Soie Silk by Kenzo.

I'd like to make a list of several traits of myself. I've always thought of such a thing, it might be enjoying but I'm not sure if anyone finds it interesting, so I'll better put it off until later.

Have you got any habits? I've got a fucking irresistible urge to pick the skin around my fingernails. I've been doing this for as long as I remember, and I've always thought I was the only one, but it turns that I'm not, and there's even a disorder called Dermatillomania, which seem to be a form of self-harm driven by stress. Well, it's not that bad in my case cause I stop doing this once my fingers start bleeding, but still, it's ugly and I can't help it. But that's not a big deal, cause I've also got a really bad habit of biting/chewing my lips and it's a goddamn disaster, it's even uglier than picking the skin. My lips are always red, all covered with terrible wounds. They do bleed but I feel like I can never stop. If picking at the skin is not that pernicious then this habit has definitely become a disaster. And don't even get me started about how dumb I look when doing that.

Sometimes I feel like writing these posts in Russian, but I know I'm going to regret soon enough, so. But I have to consider an idea of writing in Russian too, cause Russian happens to be a beautiful language on occasions.

Whatevs. I really gotta go now, bye then!

Back after awhile

I'm so sorry, I've been ill for the entire last week so I really needed to stay in bed for some time and I didn't feel like surfing the net at all. I had the stomach flu or something, but I'm OK now. I'll be staying home for the further week though, dunno why, but... like I give a fuck, right?

Suddenly, I found some ugly pics taken last summer on my photo camera. I'm not claiming myself as a photographer (especially considering shit I posted here (and everywhere, actually) last year) and I never did, I just don't want to post it anywhere and get no likes and furthermore, some shitty critics which is quite the last thing I need, so I'm sharing it here with you, typically, where no one can see it. There.

Couldn't make up a title

Hello February. I've got 3 days off school because of cold. It's -20...-25 °C. There's a chance that it will be this cold next week so there might be another 3 days off. I've got great hopes.

But it's Thursday already and I had no chance to feel my off-time. On Tuesday I had to prepare for my classes of Ukrainian, yesterday I went to the doctor (it took me frigging half a day) and today I've got to write a shit ton of text for my history classes. And tomorrow I've got to start doing my homeworks cuz there's a fuckload of them. Come on now, this is no fair. When I said "I want my vacations" I fucking meant it.

There's something wrong with Blogger. By the way, I changed the layout. It's a little ugly I know, I'm just starting to get over Blogger layouts (it does happen to me sometimes) so I only liked this simple shit.

I started watching Doctor Who (January, 26 - to fucking prove myself cuz it's kinda my wont to forget these things) a week ago. I've seen a couple of episodes already (I imagine it was about a year ago) but still, January, 26 2012 is the official date. I didn't really like it at first but I changed my mind soon enough, cuz really - the only thing about it was getting used to it. It's a little different and graphics are primitive but you get used to it after all. The great plot and brilliant actors are the only things you notice and the only things that actually matter. I know I look like a fucking retard cuz I'm watching it just now, in 2012 while this show is being released since 2006. I'm usually not like this, and I could've started watching it much earlier :c. Yesterday, I just finished watching series 2.

There might be some mistakes I didn't notice (and I bet there are) cuz I'm too tired lazy to read this post (I'm only typing with my right hand now). And sorry, I believe I've got to start preparing for history now (though I have no idea how I'm meant to start) so that's all for today. Off you go then. See ya x

Take That - Love Love

You bring me right back down to the Earth from the Promised Land

We're getting close to the center of the Earth with an honest plan.

You'll never be your mother or your father do you understand?

Until you understand! 

We don't have too much time here, and time it travels far too fast! 

We're not too far we're turning, before they take it from our hands! 

Why don't you teach your heart to fill, and give your love love, 

Give your love love and give it all away; 

Why don't you teach your heart to talk and give your love love, 

Give your love love.

Gimme, gimme what I need. 

We'll take you right back down to the Earth from the Motherland, 

This is a first-class journey from the gods to the son of man.

You're at the gates of human evolution don't you understand?

Why don't you understand [understand]?

We don't have too much time here, and time it travels far too fast! 

We're not too far we're turning, before they take it from our hands! 

Why don't you teach your heart to fill, and give your love love, 

Give your love love, give it all away.

Why don't you teach your heart to talk and give your love love, 

Give your love love and give it all away.

Why don't you teach your heart to fill, and give your love love, 

Give your love love, give it all away.

Why don't you teach your heart to talk and give your love love, 

Give your love love, 

Gimme, gimme what I need. 

We don't have too much time here, and time it travels far too fast! 

We're not too far we're turning, before they take it from our hands! 

Why don't you teach your heart to fill, and give your love love, 

Give your love love, give it all away.

Why don't you teach your heart to talk and give your love love, 

Give your love love, give it all away.

Why don't you teach your heart to fill, and give your love love, 

Give your love love, give it all away.

Why don't you teach your heart to talk and give your love love, 

Give your love love.

Gimme, gimme what I need.

I just love this song too fucking much c:

Passing by

Still here. Messing around.

This happened to be the first day I came to school after being ill for the whole week. And it's still even January. Bitch I want May. I want my vacations.

They say if it's getting too cold schools will be closed. I FUCKING LOVE WINTER. According to the weather forecast it's going to get cold indeed in a couple of days (the most likely on Wednesday, they say). I fucking can't wait.

It's always been like that. When I'm home for a long time I'm starting to idle about and hate everything around me that means physical work. I just, I'm sick of studying and I don't want to go outside, to go there and see those faces. They make me sick. Sorry I know how that sounds but I can't help it.

I've got nothing to talk about seriously I was just about to say I'm still here. There. See ya around x
► Take That - Love ♫

R.I.P. HTC Desire S Black

Remember, love, grieve.

'I was so alone, and I owe you so much.'

Sincerely,

Your owner-derp (the most awkward of all).

Rest In Peace.

A day off. Mondays FTW!

I managed to persuade my dad to stay home today, yay! ^O^ Epic win is epic! The taste of victory is sweet, hell yeah. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. I didn't even have to persuade him actually. I just told him I had a sore throat and the rest was perfect, without a hitch. Moreover, I'm not doing my extra maths classes today! TOTAL WIN. OK I shall not be boasting that much because who knows lol (paranoid parrot mode on).

Wrote a promising title, still got nothing to talk about.

Well, I'm starting to think about the prom dress I'll wear. There's a couple of examples I found on the net.

   

All of those are expensive as fuck though, some of them are neither more nor less 10000 UAH. So to be honest, I got a feeling that my dress will be a lot worse and I won't like it. Just saying.

Wow, just got news about my cellphone. It might work! Goodness! I hope it works. I really do. They asked me if I set the phone password. Actually they asked me to tell it. Anyway, it means they managed to turn it on! Holy mother. For Heaven's sake, let it work!

I'm writing this post for about 2 hours. Fuck this shit. I want to write something and I don't know what. Just nothing happens to me. My life's too meaningless and miserable for adventures. Then ask me why I keep blogging, cause blogging actually implies either sharing the daily experiences or sharing your own (ideally - wise) thoughts. And neither of those you can say about mine, so it must be so boring to read all this. Whom am I trying to fool? Nobody reads this. That's right bitch THAT'S RIGHT BITCH. I'm so boring and annoying when grumbling, am I not? Better go find myself work. x

► Andrew Belle - Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas ♫

Just to waste my odd half an hour

Sherlock's final episode starts in half an hour so I gotta waste as much time as I can; anticipation is, you know, killing me.

Last Friday sucked. Have never really had anything bad happened to me on Friday the 13th. Until that day. The day I thought I actually buried my cellphone by dropping it into the water. Yeah, I can't even- I'm an awful person, you know. HTC Desire S. Into the fucking water. Just so you know it's about 5000 UAH. Like, frigging five thousand. Jeez, I don't even want to talk about it. Yeah it's been already sent for futher repairings and everything, but I still can't forgive myself. Uh, sorry, I'm starting to feel a little crappy when talking about this. I just hope I didn't fucking kill it, cause if I did- ARGH.

Today's my dad's birthday and omg I guess it's quite the first time he liked my presents haha. I've been trying a lot of stuff on, from all the handmade shit to all the cheep (useful though) shit. And this time I bought shorts and socks (expensive ones) and <all of sudden>he was happy as a child</all of sudden>. And I was really happy to see him happy, finally.

Well, 10 minutes till Sherlock and I might even boast now, cause I didn't waste my free time, I spent it in a quite useful way. But I haven't got anything else to tell, then, so be it! See ya xx

Rage is my middle name

Thinking about my last months of school. Looking forward to summer. Technically, only 3 months of hell left. I've been attending school for my entire life, so all this is kinda exciting for me. So as my life has always been boring and uninteresting, it is, you know, hard to believe that "the great changes" are coming and yep, I'm a little nervous about that (in a good way).

I'm coming up with the brand new layout for my website. It's a little different by graphics, hope you like it. And yeah, I'm coming back. OK I'll tell you about the changes cause I really think there's no point in keeping any intrigue. I'm ending up with my web-design studio in order to focus on simple graphic stuff. I've got no time for keeping it and everything. I'm not promising anything, I might be back with it, but certainly not now, certainly not.

My English teacher is pissing me off. She's so rude and unfair and mean to me and I fucking hate her for the stupid stereptypes she's making up about everyone. This is ridiculous, but she thinks it was her and her alone who gave me the knowledge of English, she really thinks it's all thanks to her. Bullshit! I can only thank my extra classes, English movies, books, the net and everything but her. I learnt nothing from my school lessons. Argh, sorry but that's the way it is. She acts pretentious and thinks I'm a no-one and once I realised that I flew into a rage and I'm still mentally incompenent. Seriously.

► James Blunt - Stay The Night  ♫

2011 the summary

As I had to speak out I never did mention it was the New Year, did I? Well I do now. Happy New Year to everyone! I wish you all fulfill everything you have to, just do your best and you'll be rewarded. May this year be the sweetest to you, and may all your dreams come true. With all my heart <3

I've got a headache. Well generally speaking I wouldn't promise to be an interesting person at all, imagine how terrifying I am when being sick. Anyways, I've got a lot of stuff to tell about.

I really have no idea what it's going to look like when I finish writing. As you may guess I'm summarizing the year 2011, I mean all the remarkable things that happened to me. Dunno Y, just want to write it in hashtags.

#Merlin. It was really something. Unspeakable. The most beautiful thing that has ever happened to me. I never loved any other TV show like this. I want to thank every man on Earth who took part in it, I mean all the cast, the directors, the scriptwriters, the composers - everyone. I don't give a shit they actually never see this, I'm just grateful and there's nothing more I can say.

#ColinMorgan. The best actor/man this world has ever seen. I cannot get over him and I don't ever want to. Seems to me like I'll never stop admiring him. There's a little bitter taste in these sweetest words, but I'll grab your attention from it.

#Twitter. My 3rd account (the first two had turned out to an actual failure) been registered on January, 18. I almost reached 10000 tweets by now, my number of followers is nearly 150. I really love that shit! It's ruining my real life, making me give up on it and I still fucking love it.

#InternationalFriends. Though Twitter made me lonely in real life- Wait it actually didn't, I was already forever alone by the time I signed up there. I can never say Twitter was all bad. It wasn't at all. F.e. thanks to it, I've made a lot of foreign friends. A shit ton of friends. They're not just silent followers/strangers actually. I'm chatting w/ them a lot, and they're all being incredibly kind and nice and friendly to each other and to me personally. I guess about a half of my followers now live abroad. U.K., France, Spain, Germany, U.S., Greece, Italy and what not (if i start counting them all i'll just lose count)! All of them are #Merlinians, so we've got kinda great family x

#11thGrade. I'm in my 11th grade and I'll graduate from school in 4 months- Wait, wait what? FOUR MONTHS?! SWEET JESUS! I don't think mentioning this makes any sense though.

#Books. I read some amazing books this year. I really haven't got much time for reading since I waste a shitload of my leisure studying (against my will, typically). But I'm not that dumb, I do read. I really loved Bulgakov's "Master and the Margarita". I also read some books in English, the one I liked the most was Sidney Sheldon's "Are you afraid of the dark". I got another his book called "Master of the game" recently, still not started reading it though.

#ColdplaysNewAlbum. Favourite rock band ever. I listen to them for about two years and I never get over their songs. How's that even possible. Viva la Vida was the one that I've fallen in love with firtsly, and I still like it. But the new album! I cannot stop listening to Paradise, and Every Teardrop Is a Waterfall, Hurts Like Heaven and the others. They're brilliant.

#Music. I also discovered some other awesome rock bands. There are too many of them to keep all in memory, but the latest and the most fascinating ones are: Andrew Belle, Death Cab For Cutie, Bloc Party, Muse (not sure if they're the latest, I listen to them for about a year already) and half a dozen others.

#English. Finally. I guess I made a great step forward in English this year. It cheers me up that I feel the progress in my language skills every year. I've got "Advanced" level already but of course it doesn't mean my English is flawless. And I have a feeling I made a shitload of mistakes while writing this. I use no dictionaries but it's 5am, not really quite good time for blogging. Besides, I'm not following my own thoughts and I'm not even reading it. I can hardly bear to glance over the post when it's finished.

Actually, I think it's finished. Indeed. I really doubt if someone's gunna read this shit. Night all x

Annoying whores are annoying

This post contains violent and rude content. If you're under 18 or just sensitive and kind then you better skip it. You've been warned.
Know what? I really hate it when people- I actually have no idea how to start. Well, I know how confusing it sounds, but I hate it when shit tons of people start adoring my favourite TV shows. I'm not saying I hate all of them, I'm saying I hate their behaviour. I'm writing this post being incredibly angry so I guess you think I must have just had an incident. Well you're right, I've got an incident a few hours ago. I'm not saying it was the first time I faced shit like that, but it was really the last straw.
So it was Sherlock's season premiere, right, and I was quite interested in it. I wasn't like "OMG SHERLOCK FINALLY", but I knew it was coming. Anyways. I watched it on the 1st of January (dl'ed from torrent, as usual), and the very next day I figured out it was coming on that Russian TV channel, where I rewatched it with my dad. And today I went on Twitter and.. MOTHER OF GOD. Are you fucking kidding me!? Every fucking one is about Sherlock!! I'm talking about those who actually haven't even seen this show before. Jeez I am so pissed!!! And I know how stupid they are. They've been unaware of that show until that Russian shit broadcasted it. And I fucking hate Russian TV for that. Those bitches only just watched the show and now they're all jerking, shouting 'I Am Sherlocked! I Am Sherlocked!' I WANT YOU TO DIE HAVSDNDHSAVHSBK! PAINFULLY. SERIOUSLY, AM I THE ONLY ONE? I can't cope with it, all those twats act like they've adopted the new fandom and they feel quite awesome now. Awesome enough to talk all that gibberish. I fucking watch that TV show since September 2010, SINCE ITS PREMIERE YOU WHORES. Things like these just fucking sadden me. Why are you so smug? Why do you think you ought to talk it out in a single evening if you just discovered the TV show?! For Heaven's sake, Y U NO stfu and stop adoring it as if you were a fan of it since the day you born?! Well, for starters, at least stop being annoying as fuck. Screw you.