Rage level: 81

My worst weekend. No fun, and I had no chance to surf the net. The only good thing about it was that it went by slowly. However, considering the fact that I was fucking bored - it was no good thing. I'm so angry, god you're so bloody happy you're not seeing me at this moment. Oh and I've just been told that I have to shut down my laptop in 15 minutes. I'm so fucking angry, god I am.

I'm sorry I haven't been posting for quite long. I was just busy with some other shit, I mean, on my weekdays, and then I tried to upload the new layout. Finally, I did it. It's not working excellent, for example the date has disappeared and well there are some other issues. I'm going to refine it when I find out how to.

My mother has recently celebrated her 42nd birthday. And when I say recently I mean 9 March, which means the day before yesterday. And there were little kids there. It was horrible. Three little kids, all screaming, annoying, making me want to die. That was a bloody nightmare. But I had no choice, I had to survive it cause not coming would be really offensive for my mother. So, yeah. Anyway. I've got to go right now, I have no idea why I'm even writing this post cause it's so meaningless. I finished reading "Master of The Game" and started Oscar Wilde's "Dorian Gray", and this would be a much better topic of discussion if I had enough time, but I'm in a hurry, you know, so see you later x

Not such a big deal, but still bugs the shit out of me

New perfume! I've got new perfume! I've been dreaming of it since last month or two. It's called Eau de Fleur de Soie Silk by Kenzo.

I'd like to make a list of several traits of myself. I've always thought of such a thing, it might be enjoying but I'm not sure if anyone finds it interesting, so I'll better put it off until later.

Have you got any habits? I've got a fucking irresistible urge to pick the skin around my fingernails. I've been doing this for as long as I remember, and I've always thought I was the only one, but it turns that I'm not, and there's even a disorder called Dermatillomania, which seem to be a form of self-harm driven by stress. Well, it's not that bad in my case cause I stop doing this once my fingers start bleeding, but still, it's ugly and I can't help it. But that's not a big deal, cause I've also got a really bad habit of biting/chewing my lips and it's a goddamn disaster, it's even uglier than picking the skin. My lips are always red, all covered with terrible wounds. They do bleed but I feel like I can never stop. If picking at the skin is not that pernicious then this habit has definitely become a disaster. And don't even get me started about how dumb I look when doing that.

Sometimes I feel like writing these posts in Russian, but I know I'm going to regret soon enough, so. But I have to consider an idea of writing in Russian too, cause Russian happens to be a beautiful language on occasions.

Whatevs. I really gotta go now, bye then!

Couldn't make up a title

Hello February. I've got 3 days off school because of cold. It's -20...-25 °C. There's a chance that it will be this cold next week so there might be another 3 days off. I've got great hopes.

But it's Thursday already and I had no chance to feel my off-time. On Tuesday I had to prepare for my classes of Ukrainian, yesterday I went to the doctor (it took me frigging half a day) and today I've got to write a shit ton of text for my history classes. And tomorrow I've got to start doing my homeworks cuz there's a fuckload of them. Come on now, this is no fair. When I said "I want my vacations" I fucking meant it.

There's something wrong with Blogger. By the way, I changed the layout. It's a little ugly I know, I'm just starting to get over Blogger layouts (it does happen to me sometimes) so I only liked this simple shit.

I started watching Doctor Who (January, 26 - to fucking prove myself cuz it's kinda my wont to forget these things) a week ago. I've seen a couple of episodes already (I imagine it was about a year ago) but still, January, 26 2012 is the official date. I didn't really like it at first but I changed my mind soon enough, cuz really - the only thing about it was getting used to it. It's a little different and graphics are primitive but you get used to it after all. The great plot and brilliant actors are the only things you notice and the only things that actually matter. I know I look like a fucking retard cuz I'm watching it just now, in 2012 while this show is being released since 2006. I'm usually not like this, and I could've started watching it much earlier :c. Yesterday, I just finished watching series 2.

There might be some mistakes I didn't notice (and I bet there are) cuz I'm too tired lazy to read this post (I'm only typing with my right hand now). And sorry, I believe I've got to start preparing for history now (though I have no idea how I'm meant to start) so that's all for today. Off you go then. See ya x

Passing by

Still here. Messing around.

This happened to be the first day I came to school after being ill for the whole week. And it's still even January. Bitch I want May. I want my vacations.

They say if it's getting too cold schools will be closed. I FUCKING LOVE WINTER. According to the weather forecast it's going to get cold indeed in a couple of days (the most likely on Wednesday, they say). I fucking can't wait.

It's always been like that. When I'm home for a long time I'm starting to idle about and hate everything around me that means physical work. I just, I'm sick of studying and I don't want to go outside, to go there and see those faces. They make me sick. Sorry I know how that sounds but I can't help it.

I've got nothing to talk about seriously I was just about to say I'm still here. There. See ya around x
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Rage is my middle name

Thinking about my last months of school. Looking forward to summer. Technically, only 3 months of hell left. I've been attending school for my entire life, so all this is kinda exciting for me. So as my life has always been boring and uninteresting, it is, you know, hard to believe that "the great changes" are coming and yep, I'm a little nervous about that (in a good way).

I'm coming up with the brand new layout for my website. It's a little different by graphics, hope you like it. And yeah, I'm coming back. OK I'll tell you about the changes cause I really think there's no point in keeping any intrigue. I'm ending up with my web-design studio in order to focus on simple graphic stuff. I've got no time for keeping it and everything. I'm not promising anything, I might be back with it, but certainly not now, certainly not.

My English teacher is pissing me off. She's so rude and unfair and mean to me and I fucking hate her for the stupid stereptypes she's making up about everyone. This is ridiculous, but she thinks it was her and her alone who gave me the knowledge of English, she really thinks it's all thanks to her. Bullshit! I can only thank my extra classes, English movies, books, the net and everything but her. I learnt nothing from my school lessons. Argh, sorry but that's the way it is. She acts pretentious and thinks I'm a no-one and once I realised that I flew into a rage and I'm still mentally incompenent. Seriously.

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