Shit just got real

It's time to accept it; I'm a loser and there's nothing to do with it. I wanted to post something on here on 29 February but typically, I didn't. It's been a week since my last post here, and it only feels like a couple of days. It's just, when the weekdays come I've got no time for blogging. On the other hand, why should I post smth every day if nothing happens in my life? Seems legit.

Gosh, it's already Friday! This week goes by so fast. It feels like the middle of the week to me. Days suddenly get better. Sometimes I even stop hating on school so hard. I think that's just a temporary weakness, cause that doesn't sound like me. I'm pretty much sure my hatred will be back soon enough, e.g. once some of my dumb classmates start mocking me.

I had my last lesson of history on Wednesday. Unfortunately, all I've left now is studying on my own. Hopefully I'll cope with it, otherwise.. there's no otherwise, actually. It's either I prepare for history exams on my own and pass it or I don't and fail. Sad, but it's true. Fortunately, there's not much left to learn, means this ain't so hard as it seems.

So, we'd had our last photoshoot on Monday and I've already got the pictures by now. I'm gunna post them here cause there's nothing else I'd like to talk about so I'm just about to make this post look bigger.

These are the only ones I like @ the only ones the world beholds.

Passing by

Still here. Messing around.

This happened to be the first day I came to school after being ill for the whole week. And it's still even January. Bitch I want May. I want my vacations.

They say if it's getting too cold schools will be closed. I FUCKING LOVE WINTER. According to the weather forecast it's going to get cold indeed in a couple of days (the most likely on Wednesday, they say). I fucking can't wait.

It's always been like that. When I'm home for a long time I'm starting to idle about and hate everything around me that means physical work. I just, I'm sick of studying and I don't want to go outside, to go there and see those faces. They make me sick. Sorry I know how that sounds but I can't help it.

I've got nothing to talk about seriously I was just about to say I'm still here. There. See ya around x
► Take That - Love ♫

Rage is my middle name

Thinking about my last months of school. Looking forward to summer. Technically, only 3 months of hell left. I've been attending school for my entire life, so all this is kinda exciting for me. So as my life has always been boring and uninteresting, it is, you know, hard to believe that "the great changes" are coming and yep, I'm a little nervous about that (in a good way).

I'm coming up with the brand new layout for my website. It's a little different by graphics, hope you like it. And yeah, I'm coming back. OK I'll tell you about the changes cause I really think there's no point in keeping any intrigue. I'm ending up with my web-design studio in order to focus on simple graphic stuff. I've got no time for keeping it and everything. I'm not promising anything, I might be back with it, but certainly not now, certainly not.

My English teacher is pissing me off. She's so rude and unfair and mean to me and I fucking hate her for the stupid stereptypes she's making up about everyone. This is ridiculous, but she thinks it was her and her alone who gave me the knowledge of English, she really thinks it's all thanks to her. Bullshit! I can only thank my extra classes, English movies, books, the net and everything but her. I learnt nothing from my school lessons. Argh, sorry but that's the way it is. She acts pretentious and thinks I'm a no-one and once I realised that I flew into a rage and I'm still mentally incompenent. Seriously.

► James Blunt - Stay The Night  ♫