Shit just got real

It's time to accept it; I'm a loser and there's nothing to do with it. I wanted to post something on here on 29 February but typically, I didn't. It's been a week since my last post here, and it only feels like a couple of days. It's just, when the weekdays come I've got no time for blogging. On the other hand, why should I post smth every day if nothing happens in my life? Seems legit.

Gosh, it's already Friday! This week goes by so fast. It feels like the middle of the week to me. Days suddenly get better. Sometimes I even stop hating on school so hard. I think that's just a temporary weakness, cause that doesn't sound like me. I'm pretty much sure my hatred will be back soon enough, e.g. once some of my dumb classmates start mocking me.

I had my last lesson of history on Wednesday. Unfortunately, all I've left now is studying on my own. Hopefully I'll cope with it, otherwise.. there's no otherwise, actually. It's either I prepare for history exams on my own and pass it or I don't and fail. Sad, but it's true. Fortunately, there's not much left to learn, means this ain't so hard as it seems.

So, we'd had our last photoshoot on Monday and I've already got the pictures by now. I'm gunna post them here cause there's nothing else I'd like to talk about so I'm just about to make this post look bigger.

These are the only ones I like @ the only ones the world beholds.

R.I.P. HTC Desire S Black

Remember, love, grieve.

'I was so alone, and I owe you so much.'

Sincerely,

Your owner-derp (the most awkward of all).

Rest In Peace.

A day off. Mondays FTW!

I managed to persuade my dad to stay home today, yay! ^O^ Epic win is epic! The taste of victory is sweet, hell yeah. THANK YOU. THANK YOU. I didn't even have to persuade him actually. I just told him I had a sore throat and the rest was perfect, without a hitch. Moreover, I'm not doing my extra maths classes today! TOTAL WIN. OK I shall not be boasting that much because who knows lol (paranoid parrot mode on).

Wrote a promising title, still got nothing to talk about.

Well, I'm starting to think about the prom dress I'll wear. There's a couple of examples I found on the net.

   

All of those are expensive as fuck though, some of them are neither more nor less 10000 UAH. So to be honest, I got a feeling that my dress will be a lot worse and I won't like it. Just saying.

Wow, just got news about my cellphone. It might work! Goodness! I hope it works. I really do. They asked me if I set the phone password. Actually they asked me to tell it. Anyway, it means they managed to turn it on! Holy mother. For Heaven's sake, let it work!

I'm writing this post for about 2 hours. Fuck this shit. I want to write something and I don't know what. Just nothing happens to me. My life's too meaningless and miserable for adventures. Then ask me why I keep blogging, cause blogging actually implies either sharing the daily experiences or sharing your own (ideally - wise) thoughts. And neither of those you can say about mine, so it must be so boring to read all this. Whom am I trying to fool? Nobody reads this. That's right bitch THAT'S RIGHT BITCH. I'm so boring and annoying when grumbling, am I not? Better go find myself work. x

► Andrew Belle - Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas ♫

Just to waste my odd half an hour

Sherlock's final episode starts in half an hour so I gotta waste as much time as I can; anticipation is, you know, killing me.

Last Friday sucked. Have never really had anything bad happened to me on Friday the 13th. Until that day. The day I thought I actually buried my cellphone by dropping it into the water. Yeah, I can't even- I'm an awful person, you know. HTC Desire S. Into the fucking water. Just so you know it's about 5000 UAH. Like, frigging five thousand. Jeez, I don't even want to talk about it. Yeah it's been already sent for futher repairings and everything, but I still can't forgive myself. Uh, sorry, I'm starting to feel a little crappy when talking about this. I just hope I didn't fucking kill it, cause if I did- ARGH.

Today's my dad's birthday and omg I guess it's quite the first time he liked my presents haha. I've been trying a lot of stuff on, from all the handmade shit to all the cheep (useful though) shit. And this time I bought shorts and socks (expensive ones) and <all of sudden>he was happy as a child</all of sudden>. And I was really happy to see him happy, finally.

Well, 10 minutes till Sherlock and I might even boast now, cause I didn't waste my free time, I spent it in a quite useful way. But I haven't got anything else to tell, then, so be it! See ya xx

Doesn't really feel like Christmas at all

I'm surfing the net via mobile so I'm not quite sure if the post looks in a proper way when I finish it.

Since I'm trying to get over a TV show which I will never- Wait, that's a lie, I'm not even trying. I just don't want to- I'm getting boring, am I not? Awkward. Sorry. I shall stop talking about Merlin and Colin and think of something real. *deep sigh*

When it comes to writing in English I start making terrible spelling and grammar mistakes. The most random thing about it is that I notice all the mistakes once I post a note and read it. And that pisses me off. Because YES I do worry about that since I never once wanted to look stupid xp Why do I keep on writing in English then? Because I prefer English to Russian in most cases. I love English, I do! What a beautiful language, on all counts. Cause after all, everything sounds better in English. "True story" anyone? Trying to rouse you to excitement in that way is a really dumb thing to do, isn't it? Damn, I'm best at making an ass of myself! SWAG

So, today's the 29th of December (well to be honest it's the 30th already) and I'm only just dressed my New Year's tree. I'M DOING IT RIGHT! Seriously, it's New Year's eve and I don't feel like celebrating and everything. "True story" anyone? [2]

Sorry, I'm getting drowsy so I better go. It's 02:25 here in Ukraine. Night all xx

In a land of myth, and a time of magic...

Tomorrow's the final Merlin episode. Sorry, I don't buy that! How can it be? I have no idea how to survive another year without Merlin. This beautiful TV show is a freaking part of my life. Well, on the other hand, the things could've been much worse. Like, no series 5. Just so you know, series 4 are being awesome. Best series ever. And Colin. I love him! Fuck my life, I'm just a no one. How can I love the man that I haven't ever seen, and the man who doesn't even know I exist? Is there any God in Heaven? Hey, over here, yeah - this is no fun, someone, stop ruining my life!

But anyways. The final episode. I've read a shit ton of spoilers and teasers and what not, I just cannot wait anymore. But I don't want this awesome season to end. I don't know what I want. What on Earth is wrong with me?

In a land of myth, and a time of magic, the destiny of a great kingdom rests on the shoulders of a young man. His name... Merlin. Merlin. Merlin. Merlin.

Uh, if I only knew what a simple show would do to me. But it's too late now. I'm not just addicted. This show brings a tiny light into my dark and miserable life. I would never want it to end. Just no.

I'm pretty sure I'll be crying my eyes out during the episode. And I'm pretty sure I'll fucking die there once it ends. Cause, yeah, I have to admit it. But I just can't. Do me a pleasure, fucking kill me before I behold its ending.