Just to waste my odd half an hour

Sherlock's final episode starts in half an hour so I gotta waste as much time as I can; anticipation is, you know, killing me.

Last Friday sucked. Have never really had anything bad happened to me on Friday the 13th. Until that day. The day I thought I actually buried my cellphone by dropping it into the water. Yeah, I can't even- I'm an awful person, you know. HTC Desire S. Into the fucking water. Just so you know it's about 5000 UAH. Like, frigging five thousand. Jeez, I don't even want to talk about it. Yeah it's been already sent for futher repairings and everything, but I still can't forgive myself. Uh, sorry, I'm starting to feel a little crappy when talking about this. I just hope I didn't fucking kill it, cause if I did- ARGH.

Today's my dad's birthday and omg I guess it's quite the first time he liked my presents haha. I've been trying a lot of stuff on, from all the handmade shit to all the cheep (useful though) shit. And this time I bought shorts and socks (expensive ones) and <all of sudden>he was happy as a child</all of sudden>. And I was really happy to see him happy, finally.

Well, 10 minutes till Sherlock and I might even boast now, cause I didn't waste my free time, I spent it in a quite useful way. But I haven't got anything else to tell, then, so be it! See ya xx

Rage is my middle name

Thinking about my last months of school. Looking forward to summer. Technically, only 3 months of hell left. I've been attending school for my entire life, so all this is kinda exciting for me. So as my life has always been boring and uninteresting, it is, you know, hard to believe that "the great changes" are coming and yep, I'm a little nervous about that (in a good way).

I'm coming up with the brand new layout for my website. It's a little different by graphics, hope you like it. And yeah, I'm coming back. OK I'll tell you about the changes cause I really think there's no point in keeping any intrigue. I'm ending up with my web-design studio in order to focus on simple graphic stuff. I've got no time for keeping it and everything. I'm not promising anything, I might be back with it, but certainly not now, certainly not.

My English teacher is pissing me off. She's so rude and unfair and mean to me and I fucking hate her for the stupid stereptypes she's making up about everyone. This is ridiculous, but she thinks it was her and her alone who gave me the knowledge of English, she really thinks it's all thanks to her. Bullshit! I can only thank my extra classes, English movies, books, the net and everything but her. I learnt nothing from my school lessons. Argh, sorry but that's the way it is. She acts pretentious and thinks I'm a no-one and once I realised that I flew into a rage and I'm still mentally incompenent. Seriously.

► James Blunt - Stay The Night  ♫

2011 the summary

As I had to speak out I never did mention it was the New Year, did I? Well I do now. Happy New Year to everyone! I wish you all fulfill everything you have to, just do your best and you'll be rewarded. May this year be the sweetest to you, and may all your dreams come true. With all my heart <3

I've got a headache. Well generally speaking I wouldn't promise to be an interesting person at all, imagine how terrifying I am when being sick. Anyways, I've got a lot of stuff to tell about.

I really have no idea what it's going to look like when I finish writing. As you may guess I'm summarizing the year 2011, I mean all the remarkable things that happened to me. Dunno Y, just want to write it in hashtags.

#Merlin. It was really something. Unspeakable. The most beautiful thing that has ever happened to me. I never loved any other TV show like this. I want to thank every man on Earth who took part in it, I mean all the cast, the directors, the scriptwriters, the composers - everyone. I don't give a shit they actually never see this, I'm just grateful and there's nothing more I can say.

#ColinMorgan. The best actor/man this world has ever seen. I cannot get over him and I don't ever want to. Seems to me like I'll never stop admiring him. There's a little bitter taste in these sweetest words, but I'll grab your attention from it.

#Twitter. My 3rd account (the first two had turned out to an actual failure) been registered on January, 18. I almost reached 10000 tweets by now, my number of followers is nearly 150. I really love that shit! It's ruining my real life, making me give up on it and I still fucking love it.

#InternationalFriends. Though Twitter made me lonely in real life- Wait it actually didn't, I was already forever alone by the time I signed up there. I can never say Twitter was all bad. It wasn't at all. F.e. thanks to it, I've made a lot of foreign friends. A shit ton of friends. They're not just silent followers/strangers actually. I'm chatting w/ them a lot, and they're all being incredibly kind and nice and friendly to each other and to me personally. I guess about a half of my followers now live abroad. U.K., France, Spain, Germany, U.S., Greece, Italy and what not (if i start counting them all i'll just lose count)! All of them are #Merlinians, so we've got kinda great family x

#11thGrade. I'm in my 11th grade and I'll graduate from school in 4 months- Wait, wait what? FOUR MONTHS?! SWEET JESUS! I don't think mentioning this makes any sense though.

#Books. I read some amazing books this year. I really haven't got much time for reading since I waste a shitload of my leisure studying (against my will, typically). But I'm not that dumb, I do read. I really loved Bulgakov's "Master and the Margarita". I also read some books in English, the one I liked the most was Sidney Sheldon's "Are you afraid of the dark". I got another his book called "Master of the game" recently, still not started reading it though.

#ColdplaysNewAlbum. Favourite rock band ever. I listen to them for about two years and I never get over their songs. How's that even possible. Viva la Vida was the one that I've fallen in love with firtsly, and I still like it. But the new album! I cannot stop listening to Paradise, and Every Teardrop Is a Waterfall, Hurts Like Heaven and the others. They're brilliant.

#Music. I also discovered some other awesome rock bands. There are too many of them to keep all in memory, but the latest and the most fascinating ones are: Andrew Belle, Death Cab For Cutie, Bloc Party, Muse (not sure if they're the latest, I listen to them for about a year already) and half a dozen others.

#English. Finally. I guess I made a great step forward in English this year. It cheers me up that I feel the progress in my language skills every year. I've got "Advanced" level already but of course it doesn't mean my English is flawless. And I have a feeling I made a shitload of mistakes while writing this. I use no dictionaries but it's 5am, not really quite good time for blogging. Besides, I'm not following my own thoughts and I'm not even reading it. I can hardly bear to glance over the post when it's finished.

Actually, I think it's finished. Indeed. I really doubt if someone's gunna read this shit. Night all x

Annoying whores are annoying

This post contains violent and rude content. If you're under 18 or just sensitive and kind then you better skip it. You've been warned.
Know what? I really hate it when people- I actually have no idea how to start. Well, I know how confusing it sounds, but I hate it when shit tons of people start adoring my favourite TV shows. I'm not saying I hate all of them, I'm saying I hate their behaviour. I'm writing this post being incredibly angry so I guess you think I must have just had an incident. Well you're right, I've got an incident a few hours ago. I'm not saying it was the first time I faced shit like that, but it was really the last straw.
So it was Sherlock's season premiere, right, and I was quite interested in it. I wasn't like "OMG SHERLOCK FINALLY", but I knew it was coming. Anyways. I watched it on the 1st of January (dl'ed from torrent, as usual), and the very next day I figured out it was coming on that Russian TV channel, where I rewatched it with my dad. And today I went on Twitter and.. MOTHER OF GOD. Are you fucking kidding me!? Every fucking one is about Sherlock!! I'm talking about those who actually haven't even seen this show before. Jeez I am so pissed!!! And I know how stupid they are. They've been unaware of that show until that Russian shit broadcasted it. And I fucking hate Russian TV for that. Those bitches only just watched the show and now they're all jerking, shouting 'I Am Sherlocked! I Am Sherlocked!' I WANT YOU TO DIE HAVSDNDHSAVHSBK! PAINFULLY. SERIOUSLY, AM I THE ONLY ONE? I can't cope with it, all those twats act like they've adopted the new fandom and they feel quite awesome now. Awesome enough to talk all that gibberish. I fucking watch that TV show since September 2010, SINCE ITS PREMIERE YOU WHORES. Things like these just fucking sadden me. Why are you so smug? Why do you think you ought to talk it out in a single evening if you just discovered the TV show?! For Heaven's sake, Y U NO stfu and stop adoring it as if you were a fan of it since the day you born?! Well, for starters, at least stop being annoying as fuck. Screw you.

Doesn't really feel like Christmas at all

I'm surfing the net via mobile so I'm not quite sure if the post looks in a proper way when I finish it.

Since I'm trying to get over a TV show which I will never- Wait, that's a lie, I'm not even trying. I just don't want to- I'm getting boring, am I not? Awkward. Sorry. I shall stop talking about Merlin and Colin and think of something real. *deep sigh*

When it comes to writing in English I start making terrible spelling and grammar mistakes. The most random thing about it is that I notice all the mistakes once I post a note and read it. And that pisses me off. Because YES I do worry about that since I never once wanted to look stupid xp Why do I keep on writing in English then? Because I prefer English to Russian in most cases. I love English, I do! What a beautiful language, on all counts. Cause after all, everything sounds better in English. "True story" anyone? Trying to rouse you to excitement in that way is a really dumb thing to do, isn't it? Damn, I'm best at making an ass of myself! SWAG

So, today's the 29th of December (well to be honest it's the 30th already) and I'm only just dressed my New Year's tree. I'M DOING IT RIGHT! Seriously, it's New Year's eve and I don't feel like celebrating and everything. "True story" anyone? [2]

Sorry, I'm getting drowsy so I better go. It's 02:25 here in Ukraine. Night all xx

So I heard you like Merlin

Merlin is over. No more episodes until September ;___; I can't talk about it, I'm becoming so depressed and withdrawn I can't even. The series were adorable, I enjoyed wacthing them so much.

I'm going to make this post entirely devoted to series 4 and mainly the final episode. Sorry, I know it doesn't make any sense and you might be sick of it but I just need to. Ok so there are numerous pics on tumblr. I'm not claiming them as my own, but I'm really liking them so I'm just about to post some of them and-. Just.. Sorry about that!

In a land of myth, and a time of magic...

Tomorrow's the final Merlin episode. Sorry, I don't buy that! How can it be? I have no idea how to survive another year without Merlin. This beautiful TV show is a freaking part of my life. Well, on the other hand, the things could've been much worse. Like, no series 5. Just so you know, series 4 are being awesome. Best series ever. And Colin. I love him! Fuck my life, I'm just a no one. How can I love the man that I haven't ever seen, and the man who doesn't even know I exist? Is there any God in Heaven? Hey, over here, yeah - this is no fun, someone, stop ruining my life!

But anyways. The final episode. I've read a shit ton of spoilers and teasers and what not, I just cannot wait anymore. But I don't want this awesome season to end. I don't know what I want. What on Earth is wrong with me?

In a land of myth, and a time of magic, the destiny of a great kingdom rests on the shoulders of a young man. His name... Merlin. Merlin. Merlin. Merlin.

Uh, if I only knew what a simple show would do to me. But it's too late now. I'm not just addicted. This show brings a tiny light into my dark and miserable life. I would never want it to end. Just no.

I'm pretty sure I'll be crying my eyes out during the episode. And I'm pretty sure I'll fucking die there once it ends. Cause, yeah, I have to admit it. But I just can't. Do me a pleasure, fucking kill me before I behold its ending.

Make a deep breath

Let's start from the beginning. I've moved all the posts to the drafts, I haven't removed them though in order to keep them all the way they are.

As you can see, I've also changed the blog title and edited the description (a line lower).

I hope you enjoy this new layout, I personally think it's pretty, mainly because it's done in a quite simple way.

OK I'm not about to be bothering you anymore. See ya :]